The Love of Souls
Jean Delville
I can pin point the day I consciously began the journey of my own awakening. For me, it was intense, passionate, emotional, electrifying and perhaps maybe even a little freighting at first. The realization that there are parts of us that exist outside of ourselves. Not only do we get more then one go around at this journey we call life, but we are given centuries of them. We could apply the belief that we are apart of everyone and everything we experience, yet it is possible nothing is as as heart swelling as the realization that our spirit is only a fraction of its former self.
“The ONE Soul, which was originally whole, began to separate and divide into smaller and smaller fragments of Itself over the ages. This occurred so that we could eventually relate to one another as races, nations, and families, or as individuals while in the physical universe of opposites. As the splitting of the ONE occurred, relationships were born. And it is through relationships that we create opportunities to know ourselves, to remember our divine origin, to seek reunion and oneness with one another and eventually return to our Source. The twin relationship plays a very important role in all of this, as part of the divine, cosmic plan. “
When I mention love and relationships to those of you who have yet to be introduced to the idea of Twin Flames, your minds may automatically jump to the definition of a soulmate. And to a large degree your initial reaction and feelings towards this topic will be largely based on your belief system towards love, your life’s experiences in love and your working ideas of love as a whole. However, please bare with me here, and if at all possible hear me out. In truth, Twin Flames are not nearly the same as what most of us as a society have been conditioned to believe a soulmate relationship to be. Twin Flame relationships differ greatly in that, not only do they reflect and encompass pure, limitless, eternal selfless and charitable love, but they help us to understand all the reasons we are alive today. Even more so, this reunion helps to explain who we are, where we come from and what our journeys here are truly all about.
“The moment your soul was created it possessed male-female, ying-yang polarity and energy. The Source’s love for you made sure that these two complimentary forms of consciousness, the masculine and feminine, would be bound together throughout eternity. The two halves of one soul have been called twin souls, twin vibrations, twin rays or twin flames. Said another way, you only have one twin aspect of your soul in the entire universe who vibrates at the same frequency of light that you do. This is quite an awesome thought. However, the story is a bit more involved than this simple explanation.”
Before the age of 23, a large part of me was asleep, begging to be awakened. Some people speak of a gradual progression into their awakening and some people attribute their awakenings to surviving traumatic events in their lives, for example near death experiences. Mine wasn’t nearly as physically traumatic, but the events leading to my awakening regarding the Twin Flame reunion left me emotionally raw and full of unanswered questions. After a failed love relationship I was left confused and I had refused to move forward without understanding, why? Or how life could seemingly be so cruel as to bring such happiness only for it to be ripped away, whether it was by my actions or the actions of another. I wanted answers! I refused to let go until I could understand what all of this was about, what was the point? It felt as though there were pieces missing. I was forced to live a life without the person I had grown to love the most and even more so I was forced to live a life with so many questions that I had absolutely no conscious answers to. I began to work and research feverishly into what makes us tick, what the true meaning of love is and how and why we see and feel love in all of it’s possibilities. That is when I stumbled upon the term ‘Twin Flame’. A part of me woke up that day, the part that was waiting so patiently to awaken from its restless slumber. Everything began to make sense. My hurt was bringing me deeper and closer to myself and all of its fragments, including my Twin Soul.
“Awakening to our true spiritual nature takes us on a inner journey that leads to the opposite of separation, which is reunion. As you can well imagine, reunion brings with it feelings of love, joy, bliss and ecstasy. At that moment, the soul begins to crave oneness with its Source. Part of this hunger will be satisfied by reunion with our twin. From what I read, this is when the journey home to our Source begins in earnest.
Our spiritual awakening will eventually inspire us to question, and then cause us to discard, the false beliefs we have about traditional relationships, which are primarily ego driven and fear based. We will discover that, in order to have a lasting, fulfilling and meaningful partnership, the positive energy of unconditional love will have to replace the negative influence of the ego.
Once twins begin to think and feel this way they are setting the stage for reunion.”
Long before my awakening, in high school I was driven to write something, a poem of sorts. I had been journaling from a very young age but something felt different about this piece. I hadn’t any specific idea in mind but from as early as I can remember I have always felt profoundly loved and protected. As if I had guardians, and yet some aspects of it felt more intense like a love you receive from someone you’ve fallen in love with, eternally. I would have these moments where I would feel this deep love with no explanation has to how or why. I was lucky enough to have the incredible love of my family and friends yet this was very different. I couldn’t see where or who it was coming from but I could feel it around me, always.
“So, each being does have a Twin Flame, unique and individual to you. However, this Twin is not someone outside of yourself. Your Twin Flame is an integral part of your own energy field that is and has always been with you — before, during and after your life in a body. Even though you may not see or feel this being at this moment, you have never been apart from your Twin Flame, nor can you be. You were created together and you are the same energy, eternally one.”
As time would go on I would return to this writing piece I started in high school and add some words here and there. It wasn’t until I experienced my first real lost love that I felt compelled to complete it. Years later on my quest for answers, I found them and I continue to everyday. Funny enough, my poem found it’s ending long before I had the wisdom to completely understand what it was really all about. Now, I finally understand it’s true meaning. This is what was created:
You And I
From a place where only love exists,
Void of time and space,
Came the sudden and rapid creation of light.
Simultaneously energy was formed,
Only to be split in two and forced apart.
Thrown to separate sides of the Universe,
These two energies were filled with soul and given life.
Placed in each lifetime,
They knew they had to find one another.
Both knowing the search started long before
They could ever understand.
Throughout time they have succeeded in their searches.
Finding each other as energy returning to the universe,
Making it whole again.
You will know when these Two find each other,
Because it is as though you can feel the Universe
Breathe in deep sighs of relief.
Time or a life without each other would result in torment,
For these two souls.
Neither will ever truly live without the other.
This is the story of their creation.
This is the story of You and I.
My intention for writing this particular blog is to bring awareness and shed some light not only on our Twin Flame Reunions, but where is it we come from and who we really are collectively. Regardless of ones beliefs, I feel this reaffirms that in order to come into our fullest potential in life and love, we must completely love ourselves enough to choose what is best for us and all humanity, all forms of life around us, constantly. We all have our moments and situations that challenge everything we believe ourselves to know, yet when we keep to our intentions we are continuously sending out that signal of love that is needed to carry us through. There are times in our lives when we realize precisely where is it we are meant to be and what it is we are supposed to be doing. I believe it is a part of my many responsibilities to bring Twin Flame awareness to as many people as possible, and I knew that the day I was reminded of it myself.
Regardless of what you take from my message here, remember, we are equal to the love we put out, so love as you wish to be loved and that love will come back to you in more ways then one.
The quotes included in this post are from some of the links below, please click on the links I have provided and enjoy the following information below about Twin Flame Reunions and our divinity!
www.fromthestars.com
www.soulevolution.org
www.crystalinks.com
Link http://www.harusami.com
www.circleoflight.net
♥All of my love and light♥
Namaste
~ Jennifer
© 2012 Jennifer Santaniello